Be strong, keep stronger!

Dear Purple Kimono, how are you? It has been quite some time since I write right. There were quite a lot of things Β happened recently. A lot that they may shaped and changed my direction of life. And here I am, coming back missing you and writing to you again feeling uncertain.

Recently, my friend told me that I have a strong character. Well, what she doesnt know is that a strong character is what I have planted in my mind and my soul all this time. Glad that I can show a strong character to other people, hope it can give encouragement and motivation to them in any way.

Dear Purple Kimono, do you know, I have always like to watch a family having a meal together, it is a very heartwarming scene isn’t it? Maybe because since I was a child, eating dinner together as a family is a norm and is a value that I treasure a lot till now. No matter what is the situation, sad or happy, we will still sit together and have dinner as a family. And while watching other family sitting and having dinner just now, I came to think of my own family. From 4th August 2017 onwards, my family will be missing my papa in every occassions and every meals we have. And I miss my papa so so much. He has always been our pillar, the strongest pillar I have so far, he was a man by action and not by word. Dear Buddha, please, may you take a good care of our papa for us. πŸ™πŸ»πŸ™πŸ»πŸ™πŸ» He has worked very hard all his lifetime and we have never feel insecure at all, not even once. He has not only built a safe and strong home for us but also he has helped all his siblings with their financial problems. I know that his biggest wish is for all his children to be a succesful person, not in terms of financial but most important in terms of character. Dear Buddha, you have taken him from us way way too fast. I know they said it was the best for him, he wont feel pain anymore. I do want to believe so. Dear Buddha, I really hope you make the best plan for my Papa there. Please please please, may my Papa live in a better place than he was in here. πŸ™πŸ»πŸ™πŸ»πŸ™πŸ» Dear Buddha, please also let my papa to not feel any resentment and hatred for all unintentional wrongdoings that we have made before, please let him live in peace and happy. πŸ™πŸ»πŸ™πŸ»πŸ™πŸ»

Papa, I miss you so much. Please forgive me for all my silliness, foolish act and words that may have unintentionally hurt you deeply. Please let me be your precious daughter forever. “

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– Strength grows in the moments when you think you can not go on but you keep going anyway. –

πŸŒΈπŸŒΌβ€οΈπŸ–€,

A grown up daughter who will always be my papa little pampered daughter πŸ˜‡πŸ˜‡

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